Mizerable

No. Beyond Mizerable.

We are building a religion...

We are making a brand. We are the only ones to turn to when your castles turn to sand." ---So true.

Anyhow, this is getting to be a monotonous life.
My current Schedule:
Monday - Late Arrival, socialize. Get done with school. Work@YMCA. Get home ~ 7 PM. Mess around. Sleep.
Tuesday - Normal School.Get Home and Mow Lawn. Mess around. Sleep.
Wednesday - Hour Early Release. Less wasted time in School. Finish Lawn. Go to crew peeting. get hoem. computer. sleep.
Thursday - School, Computer, Sleep.
Friday - School, Computer, Sleep.

Life, like always. Enjoy my disposable teen lifestyle.

Oh, and BTW,

June is National Gay And Lesbian Pride Month!

[L] Drowning...

Drown yourself
in your blood
make you happy
make you well

drown yourself
in your blood
piecing together
what you've become

ultimate peace
in the ashes
ultimate peace
amongst your will

you sing,
and yet you die
time to let it drip,
drip out dry

drown yourself
in your blood
make you happy
make you well

drown yourself
in your blood
piecing together
what you've undone

Caught

I got caught smoking today by my sis. I have only two words: God Damn. I now either have to quit or face up to my parents
and if you've seen my parents before, or at least heard the stories, you know why I'm gonna try to quit. *sigh* I hate this shit. I so can't wait until college.

This week

This week sucks. I need to do so much fucking shit. Ugh. and all my friends are breaking down. again -_-. I hate this. oh well. I have a pack to keep me relaxed.

A Good Weekend, It Was

Had a good time. I'm getting better in the concept of talking to people and listening to their feelings. Always fun. Don't eat meat. And...


"SMOKE"
-"Not now, jerry!"

I hate

I had to do it as a comprimise. I gave up veganism. I feel like the fat of a million cows flows thru me because of it. I, however, did not stop beinga vegetarian. I will fight for the animals and the justice will come with a side dish of steamed veggies.

Oh, and for all you fucking moderates, go evescerate yourselves with an iron rod. If you mean for the best and don't change, you might as well eat another fucking Big Mac. Enjoy your worse-then-cigs, people!