QueerLoad

Still working on little touches of my sexuality. Having comflicting thoughts. However, I'm still going. Got some gellies and a few bag mods in Orlando. Didn't get to see anyone! *sad face*
Still, aside from that, got a shit load of work to do. And I'm purposely planting evidence so my parents will buy me cigarettes. Nothing else, so I'm out.

BreakDown

Nothin much. Went psycho in my bathroom last night. Shook my head around for at least 15 minutes. Got dressed, drunk, and dreary.Fell a miracouless three times. Aside from that, clan NET SEND lives on. Linux is seriously awesome. Y'know, once ou get uot of the Gnome habit. Aside from that, I'm just bored. And tired. But I'm oing to Orlando. And I get to see Maria. yay. OUT.

QueerStatus

Not much for me. My legs are healing up, and once they do, I'll try to avoid the habit again. And, since I have nothing much but dissappointment for how this weekend'll turn out, I jsut wanna say that my History teacher is too cute *drool*

QueerRedone

Yep. I'm now finally couragous enough to say it. I'm out. I'm gay. Proud. 'nuff said.
|| Insert Rainbow Here ||

Okies, my days havem't been tthe best. I finally found my cigarettes. A few friends might be able to get me hooked up on some good stuff. This fucking research paper has consumed my life for the past 3-4 days.

Anyhow, I just wish to say you need to save the animals.

And here's a disgusting fact that may help.
Aside from the fact that cows are killed cruelly, did ya know what else is in that meat?
First off, a burger from a fast food joint may have parts from up to 1000 different cows.
Also, fastfood burgers can average aroudn 10g-50g of fat. That's quite a bit for being just one buger. And the shakes... one of them goes up to 1110 Calories! That's half a day's worth.
As for killing McDonalds, go here to see how your heart is doing.
http://www.mcdonalds.com/app_controller.nutrition.index1.html

As for normal ground beef, realize this. 4 oz of it (roughly one decent burger) has 320 calories, and around 30g of fat. This is pretty bad, but also remember adding the normal bun, which adds around 200 calories. That's 520 calories. Not bad, but then add cheese, mustard, ketchup, and you have it up to around 600 calories. This is ok. But it's a small burger. The average american consumes about 1000-1200 calories from jsut one of their burgers due to the excess meat, chese, and fancy buns.

I'm done, and I need to go find more cigs. Out.

DiseaseRemoval

*sigh* I fucked up. I won't ge into too many details becasue it's sorta gory, but I cut again. This post should have been a few days ago, but I never got the chance. I dunno what to do with life, and if I ever get the chance, I'm gonna create a secret blog for such purposes. I would provide pictures, but Im sure it's useless. It's over anyhow.


I just need "that someone just for me"

--Hidden--

With each mark
forming anew,
a great divide
seperates the few

those who know
those who see
those who care
those like me

if it was worth it
I would have known
but until then
nobody's shown

until that day
I can only sit
and hope
and pray
and waste away

what can you say?

ChocolateReverb

Today was ok. Still yet to figure out some shit. I need cocoa butter, but that's it. Also, I started writing a report on suicide out of boredom. Not that it relates to anything I'm going through. When I get the chance, I'm calling maria. Miss her sorta... *sigh* and people never understand problems unless they've had them. Thanks, Liz.